" I want something more than this. I’ve given all I can give. Show me the way. Won’t you show me the way? J ust wanna feel I belong. I just need the strength to be strong. Show me a way. Won’t you show me a way? Show me which way to go, can’t do this all alone. I can’t do this all alone. Don’t feel like I know how t o make it on my own. Can anybody hear? Is anybody listening? The lyrics from the group Danity Kane's "Is Anybody Listening", is singing my life with its song. I'm in a weird place right now. I kind of thought I would be posting twice a month but writing is my medicine, so I guess I will be posting as much as I need to. Anybody'swho, yesterday I expressed a dramatic soliloquy, "I feel like drawing the velvet curtains, shutting off the lights, and unplugging the mic. I wanna walk away from it all." Nothing more and nothing less. But enough that my bestfriend (my one woman audience) understood without any added fervor....
"I aim to be a written letter of God. I live my life to bleed, just to be one of the red ones."